“I was always “that boy.” In my world, i was already a man. I wan’t looking for love- no, I was far too eager to be a soldier for that; I thought of nothing but the idealised glory of the war that they were selling prospective draftees then- but if I had found… I was going to say if i had found “someone,” but that won’t do. If i had found you, there isn’t a doubt in my mind how i would have preceeded. I was “that boy.”
I’m feeling the need to get up and touch the walls just to reasure myself they’re not as close as they seem. Even if they weren’t there, i’d still feel trapped! I’ll be home soon though! Things dont seem so foreign there, makes sense and feels right. She feels right! so much so that everything else feels wrong.
took a stab at writing my thoughts as lyrics.
My eyes read the story before me,
In a language we’ve all agreed upon.
But the doubt is evident in the narrator’s voice,
“Is your indigo my marroon?”
How quickly untrust spreads,
Like a virus unkempt.
Fingers touching mine,
do they feel what I feel?
Outside - in.
You look upon these mirrors
To see not what i see
My beauty, imperfected.
Are my rights really your wrongs?
Meet me inbetween.
this made me love metrosexual black men a little.
this was the initial video i wanted to upload…
sheerly because i lold at it to faaaaaaaaaaaaack.
how she abrublty ends it leaves such a big impact.
not gonna lie, i don’t have anything of today. so what big woop wanna fite about it!? i love the fact a little box came up in the side asking if i wished to let people answer that. infact, there you go… question of the day. DO YOU WANT TO FITE ABOUT IT?
I’m concerned about this mock exam i’ve got on friday as i ‘ve looked at “a” test paper and most of the questions were not related to what i’ve been studying. pure cockwankage. anyway, i know fine well my solution is to ask around the cohort and see how they feel etc. that’ll go up on my priorities board! Other than that my stress levels are low and my priorities are straight. just found my word of the day!
Coxcomb: n 1 comb of a domesticated cock. 2 informal conceited dandy.
i’ve been on the creatine for a little while and i’m actually feeling more pumped recently whice is geewd. i’ve made a lot of progress in moving up the weights and reps, i need to get myself on a set of scales and see what increase on 11 stone i’ve made! it’s so annoying having a pure wank metabolism that doesn’t let me put on weight. i know it’s super cool that you’re doing your job and shit… just, take a break… asshole.
and on a similar note with my body, i’ll be getting a new tattoo sooner rather than later. i know exactly what i want on my right sleeve! - 
and i’ve got a personalised one that means a lot to me. but i’ll keep that one a little hush hush the now (^_^).
yeah i’ve made this too long… (THAT’S TOTALLY WHAT GOD SAID WHEN HE SAW MY PENISLOL). so i’ll wrap it up here… »> *wrap*.
Due to my best mates making making me laugh through their first blogs:
Reuben Smillie & Jonny King
I’ve decided I’d give this another go. Except this time do it properly. Was i not doing it properly before? Anyways…
I know a lot, if not all, my posts before had a certain “theme” to them. I’m pleased-ish to say that that has left my mind-ish. Things don’t haunt me as they once did, which i am pleased about. It doesn’t steal my sleep as it once did, but it remains unsolved, as it always has been.
My thoughts and my sleep are now haunted with more humble thoughts of the future, content feelings about the present and nostalgic memories of the past.
I shall follow the fail-safe template of:
Word of the day!,
Song of the moment!,
Picture of the day! &
Thought of the day!
Adding more subtopics as come across fitting excuses to create more!
Today’s word
Clouds overcast my thoughts
They’re not as pretty as those in the sky.
I bought all your lies
I believed you were better than this.
Could you remind me why?
